My Life

I will be studying at mdis next month & being busy to working till course starts, will be more busy with my life, upgrading myself, i have many dreams and goals to achieve.

Pherhaps i'm really not that sensible in the past, no matter how much i work hard and changed myself, i'll just be judge by pple jumping into conclusion whom does'nt even care about me, what zezee said is very true.. how many person whom really care, concern and think for me? they are the real friends.

They should be the one really who needs to Learn, not only by pin-pointing people's mistakes. "Though the eyes of Criticism, this world would be filled with imperfect and missing parts, thus think twice before your action." Saying is always easier then Done right? You did suceed Hurt me alot & are you Cold-blooded or Nuts? Still act as if you feel sad for me (your hp?) Well it's because you are Guilty that it's your Fault, what you did Sorry to me? Repend as you are a Sinner, try to Hide and Deny don't want to be one? it's totally amusing =) and then again..? What really makes you sad you said did you forget? Your mobile? so i'm the battery? hahaha!

The Hurt, Sadness & Tears you Caused me will Never be Erased, the Damage is done and the Scars will be there & I Hate people being Hypocrite pretending innocent and Twisting the fact the other way round, Decieving & Hurted me yet acting to be upset with Lame excuses, if what you said are the truth why did you Show & Tell me on purpose? so what you are not content with everything? yet what more Intention you have to disturb my life, Hurt me? these things can make you happy? are you a Pervert? The one Losing more would always be the Female, if you do not Cherish what you have it's not my problem either, the one to Leave Me Alone should be You. Still i regard u as my Gan Jie, you said we are 'Friends'? How did you Treat Me then? Touch your Heart & Ask your Conscience or Don't you even have one?

Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu




Finished watching it on youtube.. it's really a nice anime, at first i have no idea what is the anime about on episode 1 cause it seems kinda messy but if you continue watching you will find it funny & interesting, the storyline and ending is very good.. switching the closed space to haruhi suzumiya's inner world that she becomes the god (whom can create and destroy the world), but i like asahina more although as a time traveler it spice up the story, in the end everyone end up liking kyon haha.. it was so touched when asahina hugged kyon directly because he was on the edge in the new world.. and the others might vanish.. it's like can't be able to see each other the feeling.. worries.. so far there's only a kiss scene, infact haruhi likes kyon but did not express it.. it shows when she really tied a pony tail haha.. overall it's quite nice anime but i feel that it is rather short only has 14 episode, hoping for part2 lol..

Invitation to Cheriss First Birthday 36..a




Aiping invited me to her brother's baby first birthday about 1 month ago as i recently has recovered more from sick and forgotten to update fiona about it, about noon time i asked if she can join me to their party as she was outside with her granny at ct area and needs time to travel by time prepare would be after 6.30pm and we took a cab to the location, b4 we hop on the cab.. i phoned aiping and asked her where is the exact location? she wrote on paper the letter K i guess it looks like Ic and.. the unit 36a, she told me it's at telok kurau road ..and think so it's correct, when we almost arrive that area, the cab driver told us he is not sure of the unit location and drop us around unit 20 but that was opposite the telok kurau road ..called Lor G telok kurau or something, i called her up again .. when i said we can't find 36a and she told us it's 36..9 and omg it's totally 3 digit not 2 digit wor!! so.. we cross the road to search for it but fiona says she saw the number till 400+ and point that way in but it looked quite dark and the road sign was joo chiat xxx .. i was saying it does'nt looks that way.. halfway in.. i was saying can't be this way because there must be alot of cars since 50-60 people are going, and she said .. ya hor can't be so quiet.. and we were at middle of the place where there is 365 and 372 but no 369.. on phone she told use it's middle of the road with 2 rows of bungalows.. and i replied her.. i know every lane look exactly the same as she describe, with busstop too, telok kurau road [everywhee has this sign] noticing the wrong way we walked out b4 that we asked some resident.. he does'n even know the way and keep talking crap to us.. i said it's better we find it on our own, then went to the main road and phoned again aiping's dad was on the phone with me and i told him we were opposite 'east shore medical center' how do we go from the direction.. we tried walking towards the shop house and i bth sit at the sell seafood place with fiona 'dunno what company, only got prawn,fish,crab picture then seafood word, i told ap we are at the ang gong seafood place' she told us she's on the way out to fetch us, i asked her to describe the place and we saw a petrol station.. SP ..green colour.. b4 that i thot it was caltex but there is no Star logo.. and she told me there's 2 Caltex, 1 Shell opposite there is 1 Esso.. near St.patric primary.. we took cab again heading near tanjong katong..fiona said she knows the secondary school location, and i was wanting to give up saying to meet at parkway as it's almost 8.30pm and we have not had our dinner, when we at the entrance of taxi stand.. the 2nd driver told us he does not know where is near St.patric primary, aiping is worry that she does not know the way back from parkway if she meet us there.. the damn driver was bad in attitude telling us 'St.patric Ah very far from here near upper eastcoast leh' then i replied 'nevermind u just drive there' he was like 'wah lao eh reach liao parkway now where you want to go again? i never ever meet people like these not knowing the way there, is your friend not from singapore don't even know the road name?' then i asked ap to see around if there is road sign..she can't pronounce it and spelled out but her voice was quite soft.. 'margai road' and i tell the driver 'uncle you know margai road anot?' he: never hear before, i: margai road leh uncle!, he: hwo do you spell it? wahlao.. st.patric then now go where? i:'m.a.r.g.a.i he: Oh! Maggie road ar? so such road name! ... #$@!^%&&^% then i told ap.. why not we meet at the shell, driver:ask her for the main road name i:ok.. what is main road or other road sign name? "eas coast road" the uncle step the padal fly till upper east coast -> this is st.patric secondary on your right, on left we past by 'wast shore hospital road sign' and remember aiping mentioning she pass that way, then the uncle insist. .Shell is very far from here.. the Shell with a big 7-11.. almost reach bedok liao.. i asked ap on phone got a big 7-11 there anot? she replied no.. only Esso opposite, then the uncle think quite sometime 'i was saying Uncle.. East Coast Road not Upper East Coast' he U-turn back... as i was saying this is not the direction going to reach Bedok liao leh, when we arrive at the Correct Shell Patrol Station, the uncle was still saying 'where is your friend? still want to go where?' we were saying we are dropping here, fiona also can't tolerate suan the uncle say 'uncle you know we are going to her friend's party, we took 2 cabs and spent almost $20 liao leh.' that driver is like keep complain and nag to us..i was like duh.. if really can't find we will go else where for dinner..
so it was not margai road after all karkit.. i said anything lah.. kitkat road..

at the shell ap showed us the way there and we were super late cause we really lost our way and we actually arrive at 7pm+ and.. 9pm then reach their place.. i pass the gift to ap.. and she hand over to her bro.. her relatives had all eyes on us making us feel like superstar.. then breaking the cold ice 'who are they? who's who's friends huh?' then ap's parents were like ..yaya.. ping's friends lost their way.. then ap's dad more nervous.. say comecome.. so late they must be very hungry already. .come get your food first.. then also said: 'as long as you are safe here can already..' after the dinner n cake.. her relatives chat with us.. told us to help ourselves.. all very warming, saying we very 'you xin' to come but lost our way actually we reached very early but ap feels shy to tell them, they could have came to fetch us, when we were saying to leave, i was saying if can just show us the way but 1 of her relative brought us to the busstop area to take bus back, finally the whole thing end.. had a unforgettable day -.-!

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lolx! had fun day with my cousin.. she's more like the Haruhi from The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya in middle of pic.. i'm more like Asahina san on the right lolx.. she dress-up. makeup, clip hair etc. for me and pull me out from my home haha.. as i have not fully recovered from my sick but still we went to interview together, it's always fun being with her and getting different experience lol.. she's very good in english and talking, got lots to learn from her, other then her life with bf is normal, she's always doing funny things around.. which she thinks that would not make her feel bored.

Shit day

Had a worst day this year other then last dec, i was sick resting at home and my great aunt insist to visit me and same time not forgetting her motive "ask my cousin to come over and check what is she doing, who is she with".

so.. she was suggesting on the phone call.. GA: 'what breads do you want? i will buy them and deliver it over.' then i replied:'does they have the pizza kind? hotdog? Po luo bao? what kind does they have there? ..yesterday i just ate donut and swiss roll and i don't really like bread.. my close friends would know.. eat burger throw the bread away lolx!! or only eat the 1 with cheese ;x ..next she suggested to cook winter-melon soup for my dinner.. ok lo "hang phone'

when she arrived.. omg.. ti gong thunder (no lah jk) then anyhow cut the winter-melon, throw in pot when water haven even boil, frozen meat rinse saying "when the water starts boiling u can throw it in" (wth! it is not yet de-froze with ice some more ekks!!) add some honey-reddates, sugar,salt (make till my kitchen floor all over) then cook for around 15 mins and say it's ready, ewWW!!who dare to drink sia!! She's absolutely Insane! .. she think what ar Survivor Game eat Live Worms? Then she said,, boiling water is fast keep open my tapwater in huge flow.. place the water in from the kettle's nose.. should be from the body eh?! then say wanna make mashpotato also.. Wo de Ma ya! I only have 1 Stove and she asked "which one should i cook first?" after making a mess, she went to the living room to chat on my phone for about 1hour+ then went off say meeting her friends to talk about some business, after that on the phone from my small aunt then i knew that she actually went to fetch her around and not to work.. that's a crappy lie. After she left, i actually feel more relief but same time she caused me to feel more giddy, i have to do the cooking, cleaning etc..

When my mum was back she made my blood boils, saying that i made a mess in the kitchen and not washing the plates, i had to yell at her more then 3 times saying that it was Great Aunt who did it and Not me!! I feel so Yuan Wang!! #@!^%& She was Scolding+Nagging non-stop from the moment she came home 8.30pm++ for the hell of 1 hour, i had enough for the day, handling with GA & all the phone calls!! And She's Sheeze.. i was so angry n i hit the tables with my fist, throw pens and things around oh tmd.. Just can make her shut that bloody mouth, i slam the door and she said to open it back #$@#%@ after she went the HELL out to meet bearbearko, Everything turned back to PEACE!! had to still clear the soup thing, brought them over to my mei's house. Recieved phone call from my step-mum asking how's my condition as i sms her & my dad saying that i can't go over 'last sun' my step-sis & bro has been missing me.. 2 weeks no visit them le =x

Sick till blur when i left my mei's house i was like putting my key in her gate after i close it! (I suddenly realised n was shock! What am i doing? we all laughed together 'my mei, her mum & me') and i remember wrongly it was aiping’s mum who don’t eat butter, not my mei’s mum.. my mei is no corn, milk, certain toufu, vege, sun-side egg but like prawn, aiping.. no hardboil egg, green tea, like beef,sotong,salmon,beansprout,jellyfish++ (Jez) cousin.. no spaghetti, like seaweed,beef,salmon,chillychacha,coke.. stepsis.. hate vege type.. like..cheese++ step bro hate vege type, like prawns,cheese++ Fiona.. like pasta w cheese, mayonnaise.. dislike chilly, prawn abit.. my dad likes all food esp money lol.. dislike fast food, my mum dislike fried, spicy ..loves wanton mee, big breakfast++... bearbearko likes fish+chilly w his soya sauce, big breakfast, dislikes chilled food.. small aunt family like ginger..’which is 1 of my dislike list’, great aunt..basically.. rubbish bin.. collect everything but dislike rice, she believe it will make her grow fat.

My mum came home and was like cold-war with me, and i had to break it saying something funny.. "my hand is pain rub it for me!" she replied "serves you right! i'm the heaven and you dare to throw things on the floor? (plastic pens only 'all spoilt 1 ..not anyhow throw 1 ok..those can go into dustbin 1')" Around Mid-night my dad called saying ask me to sleep early & disconnect, my mum was sorta complaining to him over the phone and i keep repeating the same thing.. It was GA .. not me!!! So in the end it’s still All my Fault! Mum blame for not washing plates (I fell Sick), Dad blame that why I let her (GA) into our house. What a Shitty day! -End-



You are the angel of light. you are smart,beautiful, and totally sinless. you are the opposite in every way to a dark angel. but if your sins are unaccounted for you could be cursed and turned into a fallen angel or worse a dark angel.

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your an angel of Death...
you don't like anyone and always are ready for another try to get at someone

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you are filled with sorrow... the never ending tunnels within yourself that you have no excape from....you feel so lost...so alone...so sad.

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The Vampire of Darkness.

You are a true Vampire, always looking for a prey.

Quote: I truly hate you all.

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Happy Day!

My cousin bought me a bag & slippers from charles & keith ^-^ hope she got more commision this month, had a nice day & steamboat for dinner.. my aunt is like crazy fans less then 15min keep call me ask where are we and what are we doing, everyday call me more then 10 times.. this is going to be insane.. no wonder my cousin says "now you understand my sufferings." she die die also dun want my aunt fetch us. if i were to ignore my aunt she will really turn crazy because no 1 else is there for her, it pays being kind.. this is so torturing ~.~




Darkness is your passion. You can't live without it and you're starting to turn dark. You are interested in things that others fear, sometimes using it against them. So much fun. You think you're pretty dark, but that ain't true. Better watch your back, real dark people may find it fun to teach you a thing or two about REAL darkness...

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You are a Avenger Fallen.

You are here to seek revenge on wrongs not only done to you
but others you know as well. Sometimes you are so focused on
your goal you forget why your on this bloody quest to begin
with. Your hardships are many but you somehow manage to
balance everything out.

You travel alone because you don't trust anyone else but
yourself to have your back. People were what hurt you to begin
with so you tend to withdraw though at times when it is just
you and the people you care most about you are alive and
caring. You are the Avenger and nothing will get in your way
on your quest of revenge and power.

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met my cousin and watched death note together, she was actually more interested in the clothes which they say in the movie wearing sorta cosplay clothes but only few scenes and it looked simple. kinda enjoy ourselves, she told me that most probably around christmas this year will be registering with her fiancé. he came to look for us after work as usual, we went vivo city together but there was nothing much to buy infact the place was spacious but nothing much to buy, instead i felt that habour front shopping is even better haha.. they was so humourous made me laugh non-stop haha.. had a fun day and it really lighten me up.. my cousin is kinda cute saying the waitress aunty 'aiyo she rather look at the soya sauce then look at me!' i've notice while going out, some waitor those like purposely pretend never saw us wave then no need to come over, but the service is getting lousy still charges us 10% fee and some even u know tip box duhz.. when going back time my cousin said that her feet are very pain n she removes her heels in public lol.. so funny.. then i was saying how about taking some pictures that she's bare feet, then she's so cute like the princess hours still make v sign and pose lolx!! fiona is kinda funny too gave me a pack of shin ramen haha.. recently i was watching it online.. princess says to shin goon: "you are like a pack of shin ramen with egg."



tried this test at http://www.atnext.com/jp/deathnote/ it says that, i'm brave but not having any plots (to kill people), and too native.